Party like it's the end of the world

I want to move on but yet at the same time, I don't want to let go.

Yeah sure life's full of ups and downs and I must say that I really experienced a lot this week. Thank you friends, who have been cheering, encouraging, motivating and loving me. Without you all, I'll alr be sitting in one corner emo-ing like some emo rocker w eyebags. But really, how can I ever be emo with you all around. You all have been making me laugh like a complete idiot this week and I must say that, life's really awesome.

Life's okay and not okay at the same time now. How am I suppose to forget about that 199days. I need time. I don't know how long it'll take, but I'll try my best. I won't make any of you all worry for me. I'll be okay. Someday.

At least for now, life has been completely happy everyday. Laughing out loud during all the lessons, occassional meet ups with Empathy people, orchestra practices which always end up to be hilarious and fun. I don't know whether I should feel happy or sad, but once again, thanks to everyone who has been trying their best to please me and cheer me up these few days. I really appreciate it.

Thank you Jiayan for the chocolate and the note, and also Qiulin for the Jagabee. Thank you Edward and Venise for their meaningful advises. They may be the most hurtful ones, but at the same time they are also facts that I've to acknowledge. I really learnt a lot. Thank you. And a huge thank you to my lovely friends who offered to go out with me everyday. I know the all of you meant well. I really do.

I think I'm the most fortunate person on Earth.
I'm blessed with such a great joker class which always make me LOL till my stomach aches. And my favourite 2Ep people. And my orchestra buddies. And 6k'07.

Life's awesome, but sometimes I'll still wish that I can go back to the past.

Things to do:

1. Go back to Photography.
2. Cycle.
3. Swim.
4. Go to the beach.
5. Pool.
6. Kbox.
7. Iced chocolate.
8. Snowflake ice.
9. BUFFET.
10. STEAMBOAT.
11. Go out with friends everyday.
12. Start leading a healthy lifestyle.
13. Use darlie instead of colgate! (According to Bernadette)
14. Be happy everyday.

Xiaomin Weirui Zixiang Siew Yenping Janice Yuting Venise Edward Qiulin Jiaai Estee Rongda Bryan Quntian Rae Jiayan Zhiying Tingjun.

People that I really want to thank.